Found on the back of a page.

Only as enlightened as my weakest link.
So if I choose to run and hide my karma will not die.
Forever in servatude that is what love is.
It's simple to live when it's simple to give

Eye must grow, the great Eye, the one that slumbers
Be devoide of fear if it rips the world asunder.
Heal our Great Mother.
No longer will I be this limited body
"I" am pure energy of the Galaxy.
So many endings my divine sight has seen.
Yet this eye also awakes new cosmic beginnings.

I gotta Quote for yeah!

When you put up a Quote do you actually read it?
Do you let the words resonate in your heart?
Or do you read it because it sounds good?
Does anyone every notice that quotes contradict each other?
You will read ones about Unconditional Love and the next day you will read one about how if someone doesn't treat you right then they don't deserve you.
It makes sense to me. Words that speak to you are words to live by.
But are you living by them?
Did you wake up today and love unconditional?
Did you look in the mirror and tell yourself I am someone important?
Did you finally and I mean FINALLY tell someone what you always wanted to say, because if you never saw them again at least they would know how you feel about them.
After all
You only live once, but if you do it right, once is enough (May West)
I don't dislike Quotes, I love words, but only if I really need to say them, use them.
Words like actions need a reason.
So when you put up your next Facebook/Twitter quote or write it down on your vision board/Journal/wall etc. ( I do all of this)
Maybe ask yourself
When I am in bliss will these words come to mind?
IF I drink from sorrow will these lines be the food to my soul?
When I look upon a loved one does "IT" click?
I could end with a Quote but I would be happier if you read what I wrote
And you can Quote me on that. :)

Words have Power.

Everything all at once.
I am already dead and dancing as a three year old.
I still sing in my room in the basement and live on a sun soaked beach in solitude.
She is telling me it won't work.
"Munish we will end up together."
My one true love married another. My parents keep me safe from harm, now they tell me there is something wrong in my head.
My brother won't talk to me. My infant sister grasps my finger for the first time.
Alone at a bus stop.
Surrounded by Friends. Kids laughing with me.
Friends shedding tears. Living in Routine.
I 'm 60 roaming Eastern streets. I m Thirty and with my Lover
"Daddy I wanna come with you."
She ran away from me again.
All I know is that there is no End.
Speeches on the street, on a Podium, live on T.V.
Alone asking why you didn't believe in me.
When I am gone you will cry for me
Five years old and I want my mommy.
I fought my Dad
My friends Don't understand.
She walks next to me Lovingly holding my hand.
Waking in the middle of the night kissing her forehead
My brother does not love me he wishes me dead.
They yell at me that I was never there.
My brother looking me in the eye telling me I make the world care.
Past. Present. Futures.
Love.

Moments form a book never Published part 2

I am lost in space...
Ok maybe I am not.
I am in fact exactly where I need to be drifting in space a soon to be extinguish star. When I was a human I never thought that even a star would have consciousness, then again as a human I thought animals and plants where inferior to me.
My shine is slowly fading, particles that once made up me are now drifting into space.
Pieces of me fall into other stars, suns, planets..galaxies .................cosmos.
Well I forget again? Well again at the last moment of physical life will everything comeback to me? Living it seems in any form becomes so important to any being.
I am a falling God. A blue being. In some solar systems I am worshipped as a God, in others I am nothing, but my energy belongs to every form, particles or molecule that I have come into contact with. For in these last moments I understand that I am the all.
Soon I will slip into the next unknown more enlightened that I was before.
A man is standing in a ocean, the sun shining brightly down upon him and angel comes running splashing next to him...it seems like eons ago.
I have burned so bright for millions of years, but time is no longer linear.
I live in die and the same time. Letting go and living in the moment that is what becomes of us all. I can feel the shift my existence here slowly ends on to new beginnings

" Daddy I want know about that star?"
" My lovely we will learn as many as we can, in fact we will start with the most important one. You."
"Hehe, you're silly Daddy."

I Dance so hard that...

Sometimes I Dance so hard I give myslef and orgasm. That Climax and Pure Bliss you feel happening while your fulling being your Cosmic Self. GOOOOOOOOOOOD!
I love to Dance. Fuck it, I wish at times My wife would be a dance floor I loving dancing so much. I feel so much like a Man. Doing this Ethereal Mating Dance.
Each part of my body contracts and reacts and sends this Pharmonal Energy attracting Goddesses to take part in my Physical Symphony. If not for a lifetime, for one dance. To pull her close, to have her Shakti surround you and complete you.
To smell, to Touch, to TASTE!
No words.
Let my eyes, hands and hips do all the dictation.
When she is not near I Dance for her anywhere. In rooms, on the bustop, walking down the street with my hip Hop. In dance there is all, our bodies decribe it all.
Love. Dance. Made for Romance.
We allow our bodies to come play, there is a reason we have the phrase " We Danced the Night away."

Soooooo I have been writing since the age of 15. Of course many, MANY, poems, Rants, monolouges etc have been completely for me. However today while rummaging through my books to look for an address. I came across something I wrote about 4 years ago and it was on the last page of the book.
It goes a like this...


If you are reading this please remember you can do two things.
You can turn back or you can start a new. You always have options.
However, learn to honor your choices. Nothing, and I mean NOTHING is "easy" in life, but that does not mean you should make them harder. Let go of thought, listen to your heart and use the power of your soul. Harness these abilities and you will have everything you need in life. So if you turn back remember that these are the pages of your life, they will help you go on. If you start a new book fill every page like a holy scripture written by a devout sage. Whatever you choose don't forget that this is your life to live. Not for a second, not for a moment , but for a lifetime, and I promise it will make one inspiring story.

Sometimes only You can Motivate You.
Learn. Live.Love

Ocean

My Love she is an Ocean.
I swim in her engulfed by her love.
Her beauty is vast, far reaching, and blissful.
She purifies me, cleans me of my doubts and fears.
She is a ravenous lover always welcoming me to enter her waters.
But my Love is not souly for me for she has many lovers.
As a young man I would grow intolerant of this, sperning her, calling her names, punishing her, but denying my thirst.
Now I understand.
You do don't belong to me my love, but it does not mean you do not love me.
True you will have many other lovers who swim in your waters but even they will never Rule you. To love you is all they or I could can ever do.
I do not wish to drown in your love. Let me swim in it. I am your fish.
Let me play in your shallows and understand your depths.