Monday, January 24, 2011

Airport blues

The most painful thing I have encountered in the past 4 years is saying goodbye to my parents, and arriving in Vancouver with no one there to greet me. Sure I have traveled places from Vancouver comeback and have had no problem living my life.
However, when I go home to Regina and comeback to my new home in Vancouver it is the only time when I feel that Vancouver still isn't home yet. Maybe someday soon it will feel like home fully, maybe in a few years visiting my parents won't have to be a once or twice kind of thing, or maybe I should stop being a baby. Honestly all those "maybes" I have just wrote are all true.
Still....it would be nice to arrive at YVR after spending a full week around people who love me unconditionally and have someone smiling happy to see me.
Trust me I don't think this is to much to ask, nor do I think it will never happen, but I would like it to happen sooner rather then later.