Moments form a book never Published part 2

I am lost in space...
Ok maybe I am not.
I am in fact exactly where I need to be drifting in space a soon to be extinguish star. When I was a human I never thought that even a star would have consciousness, then again as a human I thought animals and plants where inferior to me.
My shine is slowly fading, particles that once made up me are now drifting into space.
Pieces of me fall into other stars, suns, planets..galaxies .................cosmos.
Well I forget again? Well again at the last moment of physical life will everything comeback to me? Living it seems in any form becomes so important to any being.
I am a falling God. A blue being. In some solar systems I am worshipped as a God, in others I am nothing, but my energy belongs to every form, particles or molecule that I have come into contact with. For in these last moments I understand that I am the all.
Soon I will slip into the next unknown more enlightened that I was before.
A man is standing in a ocean, the sun shining brightly down upon him and angel comes running splashing next to him...it seems like eons ago.
I have burned so bright for millions of years, but time is no longer linear.
I live in die and the same time. Letting go and living in the moment that is what becomes of us all. I can feel the shift my existence here slowly ends on to new beginnings

" Daddy I want know about that star?"
" My lovely we will learn as many as we can, in fact we will start with the most important one. You."
"Hehe, you're silly Daddy."

I Dance so hard that...

Sometimes I Dance so hard I give myslef and orgasm. That Climax and Pure Bliss you feel happening while your fulling being your Cosmic Self. GOOOOOOOOOOOD!
I love to Dance. Fuck it, I wish at times My wife would be a dance floor I loving dancing so much. I feel so much like a Man. Doing this Ethereal Mating Dance.
Each part of my body contracts and reacts and sends this Pharmonal Energy attracting Goddesses to take part in my Physical Symphony. If not for a lifetime, for one dance. To pull her close, to have her Shakti surround you and complete you.
To smell, to Touch, to TASTE!
No words.
Let my eyes, hands and hips do all the dictation.
When she is not near I Dance for her anywhere. In rooms, on the bustop, walking down the street with my hip Hop. In dance there is all, our bodies decribe it all.
Love. Dance. Made for Romance.
We allow our bodies to come play, there is a reason we have the phrase " We Danced the Night away."

Soooooo I have been writing since the age of 15. Of course many, MANY, poems, Rants, monolouges etc have been completely for me. However today while rummaging through my books to look for an address. I came across something I wrote about 4 years ago and it was on the last page of the book.
It goes a like this...


If you are reading this please remember you can do two things.
You can turn back or you can start a new. You always have options.
However, learn to honor your choices. Nothing, and I mean NOTHING is "easy" in life, but that does not mean you should make them harder. Let go of thought, listen to your heart and use the power of your soul. Harness these abilities and you will have everything you need in life. So if you turn back remember that these are the pages of your life, they will help you go on. If you start a new book fill every page like a holy scripture written by a devout sage. Whatever you choose don't forget that this is your life to live. Not for a second, not for a moment , but for a lifetime, and I promise it will make one inspiring story.

Sometimes only You can Motivate You.
Learn. Live.Love